Missing You

I think of you everyday. I thought of you yesterday while I was in church and the Pastor was talking about what makes a marriage work. The first time I ever saw you in 1972 came to mind, and the numerous times after we were married in 1987 I would say-I can’t believe I am married to him. I was so lucky. Tears came to my eyes as I thought of the almost 20 wonderful years we were married. I also thought of how I should have done a lot of things differently, and how I could be difficult to get my way. I also thought of all the wonderful times we shared, and how you were always there for me no matter what. How you loved my son as if he was yours, and the never-ending love you showed your own two boys.
After you died most everyone said-“He was such a nice guy”, “He was so much fun to be around”, “He was always there if we needed him”, and so on. You were loved by so many.
I think of all the things we planned to do here in Pensacola and I feel robbed. Someone told me how lucky I was to have you for 20 years and yes I must agree, but I wasn’t done with you yet.
I will be here on earth carrying through with life, missing you every step of the way, and remembering all your love for me. I find peace knowing that someday we will be together again, and we will never be apart. I love you!